Wednesday, April 16, 2008

As I ....


sit here on this cozy sofa and look outside at the quacking of the sea gulls, I realize how far have they traveled, have they come from the North Sea or have the come from the Atlantic Ocean ? Where have they been all through out the day, and have their thoughts wondered as to where are they and should be? Why are they here? Well then suddenly I realize that if they would have thought so much then are these creatures intelligent? Well they are defying gravity and flying and thinking, we walk, we don't defy gravity and we think, can we think like them? Well maybe they don't think, that is why the have to always search for their food and they eat whatever they want! That’s what we are powerful in! THINKING!!

Whenever I get up in the morning, the first thing I think of is that I have to put my right foot down (well I am too orthodox at times) , well is it orthodox, no its all about what I think is recalling certain things, just to see that certain things which I have carried forward are not forgotten ! Well this also include my dreams, this gives me an indication , that I have not yet forgotten the Dreams, the Dreams to Fly High and think , and think to be the one what I have always wanted to be. The dreams here are not always well defined, they are dreams, because they have not been either fulfilled or there is something which is preventing us from making them a reality. What can it be? It can be anything starting form failures to disappointments to lack of focus.

Failure is something which I have learned from my life and hence the small places where I get success I tend to be very happy and I enjoy and celebrate it. But then I hate sharing my success, that’s a fact, the whole world must be knowing about it, but then the one most important part of it always becomes a secret and I think that during the time of failure its very important to always use that secret not as a weapon but as a Diamond, which when rubbed, though would shine but would cut away the failure! That’s my way of succeeding in life!

Then why do I fail! Wish I could answer this question! However, there is an important part of life and that is what I need to understand is that about being focussed! Well, for me my Physics was always weak , but optics always strong, hence I dont seem to understand that why I have not been able to take out the focal length, might be that it had all to do with the temperature! Temperature? Well the temperature here is the state of mind, where in there are so many things going into your mind, all the cells causing heat due to abrasion and where in I cannot think right! Ah! what a stupid concept to come up with , well it might be a stupid concept , but then why do people say "keep your cool", well no theory as such to be defined here, but then its all about thinking what you would like to do in your life, when you are tension free, and let that be an extinguisher when you see that your mind is on fire, that’s because you know you have set your focal point right, and you know what you want to do in your life! Well there was part of me, where in I was all confused and lost! But then this time I know what I have to be! It’s not a calculated risk but a certainty of occurrence and what I need to understand is that I can do it! So grab a coffee and think what you have to so and you cool yourself and believe me it will help.

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