Again ...
About I!! What is I, well to start of with defining I, some people normally tend to tell me that 'I' have a borrowed identity. Well if they say that 'I' have a borrowed identity, I feel that they don't know the meaning of Identity here.
Lets have a small quote from my favorite novel The FountainHead, people reading my blog here would have either read it or not read it, 90 % of the people who have read it would believe in Howard Roark, without even understanding what the character portrayed, well and the other part of it, the person who might be reading it would say or think that I am in that 10% who understands him, never realizing that he might be even in the other 90%. Ah , this get a little confusing, so lets continue on the quote from page number 657 (I Remember it ;-) )
"But the mind is an attribute of the individual. There is no such thing as a collective brain. There is no such thing as a collective thought. An agreement reached by a group of men is only a compromise or an average drawn upon many individual thoughts. It is a secondary consequence. The primary act--the process of reason--must be performed by each man alone. We can divide a meal among many
men. We cannot digest it in a collective stomach. No man can use his lungs to breathe for another man. No man can use his brain to think for another. All the functions of body and spirit are private. They cannot be shared or transferred."
Well to talk about that I now, lets understand, what does life gets to you and how many decision needs to be taken by you or the other person in front of you. So tell me have you ever asked for a suggestion or you have asked for a view? How influenced have you been in that view. What I am asking here is to stop taking views or suggestions! Why am I saying this? Take this suggestion from your Best Enemy! Should I Breathe? Will you listen to his suggestion? No! You would not! That is what the explanations come to about the whole thing. You cannot live for someone, you need to have a proper definition of the 'I', that I which should be sufficient to define you and shape you. The ‘I’ who will define your Identity, Image, Impression everything related to you.
Right now, I am in the way of defining that I and then understanding that, the ‘I’, if would have defined earlier, many mistakes would have been prevented avoided and this place for me would have been a heaven. But, now when I am trying to define this 'I', I am going through the Hell, where in everything was so monotonous and I was so used to the things, that I could not understand that I was living I the hell, now as 'The hell has started to Freeze Over', the stairway to the heaven seems to be all visible and defined. The confused unfocused state seems to be disappearing fast.
That’s the Beginning of a New Me!
More to be Written .............
